[28 Oct 2004|08:22pm] <3bryant<3 1 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

ya'll are gay [19 Oct 2004|05:57am] still grounded:) go me!!! bye fuckers... hahahahhahahaha 14 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

[25 Sep 2004|09:27pm] my cell phone, home phone, internet, going out is all taken away from me. so DO NOT call my cell phone, i do NOT have it.. my brother, andrew, does and whoever has text me, IMed me, or called me and left a message i haven't heard or seen any of it cuz i haven't had any of that since like last last thursday. i'll be un-grounded when grades come out which is awhile... umm, that's about it. so no i haven't been ignoring anyone i just haven't been a bad kid and sneaking in the middle of the night to call or IM anyone haha. so, this is what happened. it was the thursday i last updated and we were eating dinner. my mom asked me for the last time if i ditched, i finally said yes and she went crazy on me.. but why wouldn't she? so anyways i started crying and she made me write down 3 things i hated about co and 3 things i hated about san dimas. then i wrote her a note saying something how that one night i was really tired was cuz i was drinking nyquil and i just wanted to end my life because it'd be the easy way out. well, my mom called my dad.. my dad lectured me and yelled. i cried more. they said i needed to go to couseling, that i was a quitter.. that i was crazy. they said i need a therapist.. blah blah blah. so anyways every tuesday i meet up with Father Chris at starbucks.. we have only met up once so far, i went to confession and so yeah i'm pretty much all cool and clean 8-) nothing really has been going on... i've been doing all my homework, writing in this journal to get my thoughts on paper, reading the gospel of luke, praying a lot.. stuff like that. schools getting better, i might surprise you next semester co kids... maybe! anyways i love all of you and yeah peace! ps. if u comment on this i probably wont see it for a long time, so dont expect a reply! xoxoxoxoj aslkdjsak!!! 4 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

guys are FILTHY!!!!!!! [16 Sep 2004|06:52pm] OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i had to work off one of my truents today at the football game by being the chain person.. okay seriously guys are so gross.. i was standing 2 feet in front of the football players from apple valley the guy says "hey i bet you i can hit that.." the other guy "no way man.. you wouldn't be able to" like seriously, that's so fricken disgusting!!! ugh i wanted to slap them! then !!! this chubs kid that was working the chains with me was being such a horny little kid ew!!! asking "why are u here.." me; "i ditched two days.." he says "doing what .. sleeping with ur boyfriend" me; "yeah .. that's it" he says "damn.. i knew it... you like to get laid huh?" then!!!! we got a water and he holds it for me and asks "so what do i get after the game.. c'mon you know it's more exciting having someone on the side ... " i was like "omg im gonna sock u" alkdjlakjdslasj!!!!!! the ref was even a dirty man!!!!!! ugh ! so i have to work another one off i don't know when. i'm probably going to be grounded cuz my moms going to find out i ditched... i keep lieing, and it's bad... im bad... eh i wanna die .... so random. "i'm cleanin out my closet" 6 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

[15 Sep 2004|05:03pm] so i took a picture with napoleon today. you're all jealous.. 'cause he goes to MY school and not YOURS. 6 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

[13 Sep 2004|04:09pm] [ mood | okay ] i'm cool. too cool for school! no school on fri and today, i made it a non-school day just for me. i'm going tomorrow i swear! no kid. i hate san dimas high school HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. it's okay i'll eventually love it, :] why am i writing in here...... 3 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

[08 Sep 2004|10:17pm] [ mood | sad ] i miss _________. put your name in there, i guarantee it's a fact. i'll stop being emo, i know i'm bothering. 6 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

[08 Sep 2004|08:16pm] shutup. i just need to write somewhere.... today was my first day at san dimas. first period... longterm sub. second period.. cute old turtle teacher for pe. third period.. um, the teacher has a non-stop joker smile. fourth period.. stupid spanish. fifth.. he seems awesome, sounds like he's from texas, seems like he used to play football idk but he seems cool. and sixth.. fat english teacher and i can't read the board :] so basically everywhere you look you see a platinum blonde-long haired girl. either that or a lot of "punk rock rules!" people. lol! honestly, i felt like a loner a lot of the day. during break i hung out with janell 'cause we were waiting for her sister but never showed up. and we didn't have lunch today 'cause we got out early. i didn't really meet anyone new, i mean i got introduced to a few people but i forgot all of their names and what they looked like. except there was one guy that i actually remembered and i talked to him a little, i forgot his name... but that doesn't matter he seems funny/cool. tomorrow through monday morning i'm staying at my dad's.. eh, not looking forward to it, but whatever. when i got home i fell asleep and i actually did my homework! that's a first for sure, so maybe i'll get straight a's at this school and just not have as many friends as i did at co. it's so odd, i'm used to knowing a lot of people in every grade... and at san dimas i know like 5 people. hahah, such a bummer... meh, i wanna meet more people but everyone seems so.. not friendly or maybe they are and i'm just looking past them. i miss all my friends at co, that's all i was thinking all day long.. hm... it has to get better.. janell says it'll get better. so i'm hoping i'll be glad that i changed schools by the end of the month. anyways, i just wanted to tell of my friends at co that i love you and i'm not going to be a friend that just leaves and never talks to you again ♥ all of you call me so we can hang out whenever, i miss you guysssssss %@#$%$#^#@^!!! 6263935594. 4 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

[06 Sep 2004|09:20pm] i'm over it. meaning i'm done with livejournal. i'm done getting mad when i read people's entries and taking up my time to read nonsense. it's useless. if livejournal were a person i'd kick it. 3 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

[20 Aug 2004|03:04pm] everyone feel free to IM me when it says im on my mobile.. i have unlimited texts now.. :] plus i'll be at my dad's so i probably won't really be online much.... bye! ♥ Post a Comment

[12 Aug 2004|08:40pm] wherethe fukc have you been!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why havent u fucking called me! why the rufck is eveyrthing going fucking stpid on me, whhy arent u answering ur phone1!!!!!1111

[12 Aug 2004|08:36pm] IM GOIGNL FUCKIGN CRAYZY1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i WANNA SOCK MYF UCKING HEAD AND SOCK THE FUCK OUTTOF UR FUCKING SKULL !!!!!!!1111122!!!

Friends Only. [29 Jun 2004|04:40pm] Comment to be added. 22 Commented ♥ Post a Comment

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